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Istiaq Mian, MD's avatar

“Don’t worry,” she said quietly. “You’ll get it. This is how you learn.”

Mike what a great attending. This is how you instill confidence in trainees!

Douglas Bouey's avatar

Fantastic stuff for us on the outside.

Joan Spilman's avatar

I love reading these. Don’t stop.

Diane Florida's avatar

Thank you for this story! As regular people we tend to forget that doctors are real people too! Thank you for what you do!! 🥰

Jim Ryser's avatar

Some of our best gifts are our mistakes. I’m glad your attending was there…like real life, I had no clue what direction your essay was heading.

Daniel Flora, MD's avatar

It’s something none of us forget, a scary moment but when it goes smoothly it’s an immediate return in a life saved.

Blanca's avatar

You’ve done an amazing job. No matter the field, failure is always part of the deal,but not everyone remembers those failures. I truly appreciate all the lives you’ve saved. I’m not a doctor, but I’ve seen hospital emergency rooms late at night, and I’ve seen families waiting outside operating rooms for hours on end. None of that would be possible without your dedication. Most people don’t know what you go through inside the OR, or how it’s sheer willpower that keeps you standing by the operating table for hours. Yet you do it all just so you can step outside and tell the families everything’s going to be okay.

Danielle's avatar

Your care and compassion comes through so clearly here.

I love how you share the medical information in a way that people without medical training can understand. What stands out the most to me though is the way you’ve balanced the chaos of the emergency room with leaning into the vulnerability of your personal experience.

Jan Hempstead, RN's avatar

I was in that story with you, having stood by many bedsides with residents. Love your stories!

Gary Gerden's avatar

Great writing. My son is a resident. Your writing illuminates his daily struggles for me. Thank you

Jonathan Young's avatar

Great reflection, it was fun to read. Keep them coming, I hope it gives you what you need.

Sarah Priscilla's avatar

I was kinda lucky. My first rotation in residency was an elective in anesthesia. So I got to do a lot of controlled intubations before attempting in the wild. An important skill to cultivate.

BD Gordon's avatar

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